Meandering Shawarma

We are all nomads, bedouins and gypsies --- always on our feet in quest for glory, fortune, love, happiness and fulfillment. I am Filipino yet the best part of my life has been spent in the vast deserts of the Middle East. My culture clashed with a lot of things. Sometimes, I see a different person in the mirror. I am a shawarma. I am a meandering shawarma. My quest is to be home soon. How soon? Only this blog will eventually tell.

Sunday, August 09, 2009

An Orphan

Nothing can sooth a broken heart of an orphan. That, I understand now that I am an orphan. my mother passed away after suffering from stroke. We really thought that she is on her way to recovery after her doctor allowed her to be discharged.

She wasn't.

She should have.

But she did not.

Now, I'm an orphan.

I lost my father two years ago. I am just about to accept he's gone and now, my mother.

It hurts. The pain is nothing physical. It is something that comes from the recesses of my soul. It is compounded by the fact that I will have to assume being head of the family.

Reality bites. I'm an orphan... and it is tough.